my heart

here i sit at the edge of a drain too tired to buckle under the strain although my life seems pallid and plain it is what i chose so why ...

the spring arrives more warmth less cold as time has passed i feel so old even with warm weathers transition i still sense my shaky pos...

i am lost in a world i cant call my own my heart is so heavy i feel so alone noone wants to bother noone cares to listen i look out th...

a soul divided a soul complete respite from tears a welcome treat but dare to combat lifes deceipt now that is quite an agile feat. ...

another entry came and went sitting here is time well spent? on my neuroses cant make a dent  

on the surface smiles and glee underneath such troubles be moving  forward in name only feeling tired  inner lonely going through th...

another night no sleep in sight standing still my inner swill afraid to move afraid to stay hope i dont waste another day