i am who i was but who will i be
it is who i am that is troubling me
i go through each day alive and unwell
sometimes just the emotions i try not to tell
i look all around a consciousness shrouded
lost in the unknown all cognizance clouded
a puppet of wishing what i cannot be
a tingling sensation a need to feel free
but freedom from what i ask myself often
afraid and still running away from my coffin